Until my time comes...

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Fri, 04 Nov 2011 09:38:55 -0400

truelifeimgunnabanot: Either you get this. Or you don’t. i...

Fri, 04 Nov 2011 09:30:30 -0400

Either you get this. Or you don’t.

i always use to wonder why the heck we would say “ouch i hit my funny bone” when clearly there was nothing funny about that bone! but then #Anatomy taught me ;)

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Fri, 04 Nov 2011 09:28:15 -0400

i get soo “ewwie” with stuff like this. i wonder do...

Fri, 04 Nov 2011 09:27:09 -0400

i get soo “ewwie” with stuff like this. i wonder do other Nurses or future Nurses feel the same? i sure hope so or i’m in trouble!

Faith like love is an Action not words.. saying God will do something for me is only confessing it....

Fri, 04 Nov 2011 09:23:06 -0400

Faith like love is an Action not words.. saying God will do something for me is only confessing it. but actually walking around as if he has “already” done these things for me? that’s action. and that is faith. i kind of lose that sometimes along the way.

Today’s Affirmation: i will not only confess what God will do for me, but i will also ACT..

Chick fil’ a chicken biscuits on deck! and i’m feeling likecan’t tell me nothing right now! it’s a...

Fri, 04 Nov 2011 09:22:38 -0400

Chick fil’ a chicken biscuits on deck! and i’m feeling likecan’t tell me nothing right now! it’s a little too early for me to be listening to these freaky slow jams though. well i take that back. it’s never too early to …. Ow oww!” dang i bit my lip! (that’s what i get) it was just a little humor God (i know i’m not the only one who thinks when stuff like that happens, it’s him trying to tell you something) the babe is finally going through with his wisdom tooth surgery today! i get to play nurse. praying that all goes well && nothing goes wrong. the little one and i decided we’ll be cheesy and get him a card and other cheesy things. we’re just cheesy like that ;) hope every one has a good day! and cheers.. it’s the freakin weekend!

Trying..

Thu, 27 Oct 2011 16:26:20 -0400

weighing out my options. just called another school and set up a meeting for the Nursing program ::fingers crossed:: PRAYERS needed!! tomorrow this director will see my passion through my pain. usually i put the best on the outside when it comes to things like this, but i need them to know that i want this! i need this opportunity. no it’s not the school i prefer.. idk why i always believed the school you attend is what matters. maybe bc that is what i was always told? but a license is a license right? besides i’ve heard of well known Universities w/ not so great programs. i have to do what i have to do and can’t let that fear stop me. i will continue to do my research on graduating and Nclex rates. i have a short period of time to do testing, letters of recs etc etc but i’m already claiming that it will all work out and right on time ;)

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Tue, 25 Oct 2011 23:37:31 -0400

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Tue, 25 Oct 2011 23:35:49 -0400

"Rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life."

Tue, 25 Oct 2011 23:16:00 -0400

““Rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life.””

- J.K. Rowling

kdt813xo: I know in my heart what needs to be done.

Mon, 24 Oct 2011 23:26:43 -0400

kdt813xo:

I know in my heart what needs to be done.

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Mon, 24 Oct 2011 23:25:54 -0400

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Mon, 24 Oct 2011 23:11:13 -0400

10.21.11

Fri, 21 Oct 2011 13:16:00 -0400

i feel so lost and this is the only way that i can vent. when i say life has been great for quite a while now.. it really has and just when it was getting even better, things just took a turn. the last 3 weeks may have been the hardest 3 wks of my life. no one will never know or understand the pain i have endured. i honestly thought i was on the verge of dying, had it not been for my hubby and my mom idk what i would have done. not being able to eat or drink and vomiting all day and night, left me to the point i couldn’t even stand, i had to crawl [barely that] there were times i just wished to die, just for it to all be over with, i thought id never do it but i even questioned my faith. however, at the end still held on to it. now able to eat and drink a little more, feeling my body starting to come back alive [i thought it’ll never happen] it’s so much more going on that has just turned my life completely around for the worse. it has been some what helpful to go on other forums to read women speak of the rare condition and what they have gone through. some have actually died bc of it and others have life long complications [scary] the only good outcome from it all, is that if i never believed my other half loved and cared about me? i know now. he picked up all the slack, being that he works from 11pm to 7am. he would come home, take the little one to school, clean up, do laundry and take care of me. only to get a few hours of sleep before he has to go back to pick the little one up from school. i’ve lost 20 lbs in 2 weeks and i look horrible! i mean horrible but he would still tell me that i look beautiful and he likes my hair the way tha it was [something i haven’t tended to in days] he was so comforting and it showed me that i have picked the perfect one. but still with everything else i feel saddened and i have the slightest clue as to where to pick up the pieces to begin again. it’s been such a nightmare and i wish that’s all it really was but i guess that’s life..

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Sat, 08 Oct 2011 17:28:44 -0400

#it’s true

Sat, 08 Oct 2011 17:28:08 -0400

#it’s true

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Sat, 08 Oct 2011 17:25:04 -0400

kdt813xo:

Sat, 08 Oct 2011 17:24:00 -0400

kdt813xo:

10.8.11

Sat, 08 Oct 2011 17:23:04 -0400

Nursing meeting went pretty well this morning. just need prayers that i get in Jan. 3rd. [pray for me!] i feel sick after my nap..

but my Daily word read: Do not wait; the time will never be ‘just right’. Start where you are, work with whatever is at your command, and better tools will be found as you go along.

and that made me feel good && was right on time. Hope everyone is having a good weekend ;) #bottoms up